Today is exactly 3 months since we lost Beck. I am still in a daze. It all seems like a bad dream. We have lost so much enthusiasm for life with her passing. She loved to live life on all cylinders! There was so much I wanted experience with her. We had so many plans we still hadn't gotten to do. I wanted to take her to the eastern Sierra and show here what the stars really looked like when there was no interference from city lights. We wanted to go to Yellowstone and see all the wonders there! These are all things I have seen, but she would have been astounded by the beauty of nature and would have made the experience even more spectacular!
I can't begin to comprehend the depth of your loss. It's to easy to say things will get better, and I'm sure they will, but it's important to honor the love you had and the dreams you shared. She's with you every minute of the day. Love you.
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